FEELTHISNOW

Maybe I wasn’t here first. Maybe I don’t know what you know. Maybe I mean nothing. But I...

Mon, 11 Mar 2013 21:02:31 -0400

Maybe I wasn’t here first. Maybe I don’t know what you know. Maybe I mean nothing. But I try. I try hard as hell. And I’ll care more than you’ll ever know. And when you realize what you’ve lost… You’ll be sorry.

When it seems like you can’t get your point across, Like no matter what you say to...

Mon, 11 Mar 2013 18:35:52 -0400

When it seems like you can’t get your point across,
Like no matter what you say to someone,
Their response has nothing to do with what you just told them,
What the fuck can you say?

I get so confused when I don’t know what I want.

Sat, 06 Oct 2012 00:45:49 -0400

I get so confused when I don’t know what I want.

Stoned thoughts, stoned again.

Tue, 04 Sep 2012 12:36:18 -0400

So I had this thought when I was stoned, and it seemed like it was just a stoned thought…. But I started thinking about how I’m constantly thinking and verbalized almost all my thoughts. It comes to the point where when I’m talking to someone I don’t even get anything from the conversation because I don’t listen. I’ve lost my listening skills. And that makes me sad.
So I’m in a car while this is happening. And some bad rap song is playing. I’m thinking about how twista? The rapper is so good and how too many people try soo hard to be like some kind I awesome rapper. I only like a few rappers. Maybe I’m too critical.
But then I wondered how he came up with lyrics so fast. Then I thought he’s probably just thinking all the time. Thinking about words that rhyme and phrases that sound good together. Like how michael Jackson always and a tape recorder and just constantly recorded ideas for songs.
So I don’t know if it’s because I’m stoned now too, but if I don’t think it’s that bad of a thought anymore. Because I came to the conclusion that if I just write all my thoughts maybe I can get really good at writing.
Idk.
I’m stoned again.

Butt Watchers

Wed, 25 Jul 2012 19:45:14 -0400

Butt Watchers

turkey sandwich

Tue, 10 Jul 2012 00:15:14 -0400

All I got tonight
Is this turkey sandwhich
And the tv.

Finished the sandwich
King of the Hill is on
well fuck it.

bedtime Js

Mon, 02 Jul 2012 03:43:24 -0400

I should get back into them.

DEMF

Sat, 23 Jun 2012 04:38:20 -0400

DEMF

suppressing > feeling happy > reality

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 02:30:13 -0400

suppressing > feeling

happy > reality

Oh yeah, btw, this is krissy. Or chrissy. There’s really...

Thu, 24 May 2012 03:22:17 -0400

Oh yeah, btw, this is krissy. Or chrissy. There’s really no right way to spell her name.

Krissy was a good kitty. She didn’t mean to run away....

Thu, 24 May 2012 03:20:36 -0400

Krissy was a good kitty. She didn’t mean to run away. Hopefully she is being fed many chickens and many tunas to this day. I wish I chased her back in after boyfriend let her out, but now all im left with is hope that she’s happy and lots and lots of doubt… RHYMING IS FUN.

condesation on my shirt

Tue, 22 May 2012 23:55:46 -0400

TIME TO FINISH MY DRANK,

It has been a year, And my life is so different. I am so different. You are so different. Some days...

Tue, 22 May 2012 23:48:09 -0400

It has been a year,

And my life is so different.

I am so different.

You are so different.

Some days I’m happy,

I wouldn’t know how you feel,

But I hope that you’re happy,

I guess I’m mostly, too.

I consider you my friend,

Everyone back “home,”

Back where my Mom lives.

I guess that’s back home.

I don’t reallymissit,

Some things I miss though.

I don’t necessarilymissyou,

But its not like I will ever forget:

Joy,

Pain,

Good,

Bad…

It’s all the same,

I’m gone,

Not forgotten.

I’ve moved on,

But not lost.

I’ll come back,

And we’ll meet again.

Then shortly after,

It ends.

I am the best friend to the worst people

Tue, 31 Jan 2012 18:56:48 -0500

I am the best friend
to the worst people

Photo

Wed, 21 Dec 2011 18:18:27 -0500

I shouldn’t feel alone. I should be extremely pleased with my life. But I’m so...

Wed, 14 Dec 2011 02:18:10 -0500

I shouldn’t feel alone. I should be extremely pleased with my life. But I’m so sad… mostly right now, but the fact that I don’t know who to go to makes me feel so alone. The only person I had ever been able to just call up and say “I’m just so sad” to is now the most distant person from me. I don’t even know who she is anymore. Which makes me even more sad. The closest people to me, I have no idea how to tell them, “I’m just so sad,” when it should be as simple as that. I just can’t explain myself. I can’t explain why, and if I tried, it wouldn’t make sense. So I feel wrong for feeling this way. Which I probably shouldn’t, but maybe I should if I don’t have a reason. Who really knows. Maybe its sleep deprivation. Maybe its the concerta crash mixed with the watsons. Maybe its the fact that I know I make mistakes and act irresponsible and I’m just upset with myself. Regardless, I wish I still had at least that one person that I could call and say, “I’m just so sad.” I want to start over. I feel like I’m due for some change. Which, for me, would be going to another place, running away, hiding. But that’s not an option for me anymore. I have to grow up. Maybe that’s what it is. I’m scared. I’m unsure. I don’t know what will happen next and its all up to me.

thefrogman: boop

Thu, 08 Dec 2011 22:59:44 -0500

thefrogman:

*boop*

So I had this friend that I loved like none other. And that’s it. I once had a friend.

Sat, 05 Nov 2011 22:02:53 -0400

So I had this friend that I loved like none other.
And that’s it.
I once had a friend.

Photo

Thu, 22 Sep 2011 11:49:46 -0400

Photo

Thu, 22 Sep 2011 11:47:27 -0400

FEELTHISNOW

Maybe I wasn’t here first. Maybe I don’t know what you know. Maybe I mean nothing. But I...

When it seems like you can’t get your point across, Like no matter what you say to...

I get so confused when I don’t know what I want.

Stoned thoughts, stoned again.

Butt Watchers

turkey sandwich

bedtime Js

DEMF

suppressing > feeling happy > reality

Oh yeah, btw, this is krissy. Or chrissy. There’s really...

Krissy was a good kitty. She didn’t mean to run away....

condesation on my shirt

It has been a year, And my life is so different. I am so different. You are so different. Some days...

I am the best friend to the worst people

Photo

I shouldn’t feel alone. I should be extremely pleased with my life. But I’m so...

thefrogman: *boop*

So I had this friend that I loved like none other. And that’s it. I once had a friend.

Photo

Photo

thefrogman: boop